An End . An Update

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I'm blur

I'm not tired, but I'm senseless

I do not understand

I am confused

I am not frustrated, but am annoyed

A lot of events had occur during this 2 months, emotions had been poured out every now and then.

Learnt a lot about myself,

Learnt a lot about others

Learnt a lot about things

Learnt a lot about procedures

Learnt a lot about expectations

Learnt a lot about assumptions

Learnt a lot about relationships

Learnt a lot about leadership

and the list goes on...

Project Ryders was another baby I've gave birth to after HELP Career Fair 08. It was an idea of charity and cycling, where the team are to cycle from KL to Langkawi and back, for a total of 1140km, and raising funds and pledges along the way. Though I do learn a abit of here and there during the whole journey, overall, it was a disappointment for me. If anyone ask me, which stage of the whole event that I enjoyed and had fun, I will answer them, " Definitely the preparation stage! "

You may ask why?

During preparation process, it was the chance where I am able to work with both committed and responsible people, people where I enjoyed working with, they were not just icings on a cake, they are the one who made the base of the cake with me, the gem, the core, the whatever! I'm an efficient person, If I don't get work done on time, I'll feel extremely uncomfortable. Thus, thanks to Siyan and Catherine especially, it was a pleasure working with them, and it was because of them, Project Ryders was delivered, started and ended. Of course, not forgetting others who helped, you know who you are. On other stage, nothing much to tell, as I said, dissapointed...

Moving on, I'm in a new semester now, 3rd year 2nd sem, exactly 8 more months before I unofficialy graduate from my degree. Taking up PSY 215, PSY 305 and PSY 309, while doing my thesis's experiment, it is not as hectic as before, though all classes were cramped into 1 single Thursday. Due to that 1 day class, I thought of taking up a job, or internship to not waste my time, as I want both money and experience, in preparation for my graduation.

Searching, looking, scouting, and finding...

Not knowing why, I was afraid of taking up any part time job whenever I came upon those that I'm interested in, after effects of the event? Needing an adjustment time? these were what others said...I wonder...

Monday, a surprised offer came to me from a friend that I knew for 3 years. He offered me a job where it was too attractive for me to say no, salary is low, but that's definitely not the main point of taking up the offer, it was the experience that I can gain working with him, it was once in a lifetime offer at this point of time. Once all concerns of transportation, time, studies, etc. I agreed to the position offered, and will be travelling to Kelantan coming Thursday. Am excited with all the uncertainties and expectations that I have, and what's there waiting for me.

Am sorry to those who upset due to my last minute notice of leaving, but hey, It's not that I'll not be back in KL for a longgggggggggg time. I'll be back every week for my Thursday class =)

Am anticipating the challenge ahead.

Something to "eight" about, I just don't understand why some people are just...so "eight". Being "eight" is not wrong, but if you hurt someone else by being "eight", then it's something VERY wrong!!!I can't care much about that person or whoever that's involved, I do pity them though, for knowing the wrong truth, and doing something that's a waste of time (though they might not think so). C'mon, there's more things that's important to do in life, than hurting others...

Last for an update, my bestie, milkmilk, will be heading overseas to continue her studies. She's been a great friend to me every now and then. I'm grateful by having her around, and am sad as she's leaving, oh well, people do leave some day, and I'll meet her soon enough, where everyone grew, won't talk much about you here...

Just to say, all the best, be safe, and see you soon...^^